Sunday, November 23, 2014

Look at how far you have come


It's late November 2014, and in the last month, you have came so far. 
In fact, in the last month you have doubled your word count for the last two years. You have been more bonded, we have seen some improvements in attitude. Kaiden you are a rock star

We have always been proud of you, always, but it makes my heart soar, knowing you want to communicate now. That you want to bond more. You now want hugs and cuddles, you enjoy being talked to. You are so exploritative
Your also head strong and onery which gets you in a bit of trouble every now and then, just like your Moma.  I am so incredibly proud of you. So very proud. To see you shed your shell a bit and just be social, happy, and babbling is such a blessing! You have no idea! 

I don't have much time, cuz
You will wake from your nap soon but Kaidn I am so proud, and I believe in you, as I always have, with every fiber of my soul


Thursday, November 13, 2014

My sweet boy, God made you

My sweet Kaiden Wyatt, you must know something, God made you. 

He made you a little different, a little slow, and that's ok, infact it's beautiful. You my sweet love were diagnosed a year ago with a Global Developmental Delay and according to the doctors are more likely to be autistic(which we don't see, but that's ok). 

You are wonderfully kaiden. Onery, silly, loud, goofy, moody, bouncy, and just so sweet. God made you as you are. 

You were never an after thought, you were planned down to the last detail. Big blue eyes, cute little dimples, bright blonde hair, a big smile and a temper to match it. :). You were made with purpose! 
For your life God has a plan. 
My sweet boy, I see you struggling to communicate. I see how hard and exhausting it is. I see you having a hard time with small movements and I see you struggling to keep up with people your age. I see it all. But I also see the beauty in each new word, the excitement at each block stacked, the giggle as your brother teaches you. I see for you a bright future. 

In many ways your road has been harder then your brothers. You had a lot more to overcome them he did. A year 2 weeks ago today(and you are 2years and 4 months old) you had just started standing
And wobbling towards a step. You have come through so much in this year and younger so strong! So with this delay God gave you something else: tenacity and Perserverance. 

Lord knows how proud I am of you my sweet Kaiden. You were made with a purpose, given an up hill battle from the start, but I truely with everything in mebelieve  this battle you face is giving you strength for the great things your meant to do later in your life. 

My sweet Kaiden, you were made By God for a purpose, and don't you dare forget how special you are. Because your one of a kind, a miracle, and I am so be blessed you and your brother are mine. 

Mommy and daddy love you sweet Kaiden