My sweet boy, God made you

My sweet Kaiden Wyatt, you must know something, God made you. 

He made you a little different, a little slow, and that's ok, infact it's beautiful. You my sweet love were diagnosed a year ago with a Global Developmental Delay and according to the doctors are more likely to be autistic(which we don't see, but that's ok). 

You are wonderfully kaiden. Onery, silly, loud, goofy, moody, bouncy, and just so sweet. God made you as you are. 

You were never an after thought, you were planned down to the last detail. Big blue eyes, cute little dimples, bright blonde hair, a big smile and a temper to match it. :). You were made with purpose! 

For your life God has a plan. 

My sweet boy, I see you struggling to communicate. I see how hard and exhausting it is. I see you having a hard time with small movements and I see you struggling to keep up with people your age. I see it all. But I also see the beauty in each new word, the excitement at each block stacked, the giggle as your brother teaches you. I see for you a bright future. 

In many ways your road has been harder then your brothers. You had a lot more to overcome them he did. A year 2 weeks ago today(and you are 2years and 4 months old) you had just started standing

And wobbling towards a step. You have come through so much in this year and younger so strong! So with this delay God gave you something else: tenacity and Perserverance. 

Lord knows how proud I am of you my sweet Kaiden. You were made with a purpose, given an up hill battle from the start, but I truely with everything in mebelieve  this battle you face is giving you strength for the great things your meant to do later in your life. 

My sweet Kaiden, you were made By God for a purpose, and don't you dare forget how special you are. Because your one of a kind, a miracle, and I am so be blessed you and your brother are mine. 

Mommy and daddy love you sweet Kaiden